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When Faith Frays in the Dark

You are not alone, even though grief is complicated, faith feels fragile, and it seems no one around you quite understands. Let’s walk together.

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“Utter­ly bril­liant. Cap­ti­vat­ing­ly writ­ten…
What­ev­er suf­fer­ing you are walk­ing through, you will see your­self in the pages.
I can­not rec­om­mend this book high­ly enough.”

~ Vaneetha Ren­dall Ris­ner, Author of Watch­ing for the Morn­ing

“Siege of the Soul is a rare com­pan­ion …cre­ative sto­ry­telling, the­o­log­i­cal reflec­tion, and lived expe­ri­ence invites read­ers not only to feel seen, but also to sense the near­ness of the God who holds us in our most dis­ori­ent­ing sea­sons.”

~ Scott Sauls, Pas­tor and Author of Beau­ti­ful Peo­ple Don’t Just Hap­pen
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You want honest companionship when faith collides with the life you didn’t choose. But aren’t sure where to begin?

Con­sid­er the guid­ed reflec­tion designed to help iden­ti­fy your per­son­al strug­gle beneath the strug­gle.

24 pos­si­ble out­comes. Not a per­son­al­i­ty test. Per­son­al­ized excerpt from the book, prayers, and next steps.

This reflec­tion asks deep­er ques­tions than most, but it will be worth it. Set aside a few qui­et min­utes.

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Common places along the journey

I just received a diag­no­sis I feel exhaust­ed I feel alone I don’t know how to pray I’m try­ing to help some­one else I want to know more about the book
Siege of the Soul felt like a fly on the wall of my home or heart

Consider what’s behind the struggle.

The Field Guide helps you name the thoughts, grief, and spir­i­tu­al dis­ori­en­ta­tion that often go unspoken—and gen­tly reframe them with truth that can be car­ried in real life.

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What is Siege of the Soul?

Wicked­ly hon­est let­ters from a fic­tion­al cor­re­spon­dence between demons to expose how the ene­my exploits the hid­den val­leys of par­ent­ing after the unex­pect­ed.

Rec­og­nize the strate­gies. Name the strug­gles. Reclaim hon­est hope.

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Com­ing Sep­tem­ber 2026, you can car­ry Siege of the Soul in your pock­et and lis­ten in the snatch­es of time that you have.

Nar­rat­ed by the author with Dri­v­el­bane brought to life by Eleven­Labs.

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